rainbow after a storm

i hate hate hate hate haaaaate arguments. they're so stupid! i never once got out of an argument and felt like it was significant or had a a good impact on me and/or the relationship. sure, everyone says you need to argue and shit like that to be healthy. but ARRRRGGHHH. i really hate arguments. i hate when you try to explain something (not even trying to fcking argue) over and over and over. and the person just keeps picking at the same thing over and over. the one thing you are trying to counter by explaining whatever the hell you're explaining. all this even though you have already taken semi-fault for whatever the fck happened. then it just gets overly frustrating. like you wanna rip off all the heads of your stuffed animals and maybe kick a few gerbils to outer space. oh the frustration. i am rather annoyed so i will switch gears.

on the semi-brighter side. marques houston's sunset video finally came out. he started filming this like 10 thousand years ago. it's such a cute song. it's about his ex-fiance jennifer freeman, who played Claire in my wife & kids. in the video, he even got some chick that looks like her. he's so sexy, i would never leave him. :)



i've kinda veered my focus from jamie foxx to marques houston for the time being. so far my favorite songs from him are circle, sunset, wonderful, beautiful you are (when he was with IMx), case of you, and that girl. i'm sure there's more, but those are the ones that come to mind. listen to circle. it's on the top right now. also btw, everyone needs to check out his 'naked' video. it's the freaking bomb-diggity! he's sooooo hawt!!!



omg, look @ that bod. remember that old cologne commercial called 'bod'? "I WANT YOUR BOD!" yeah, that pretty much sums it up.

so i've been working on the tasa scrapbook/comic book lately. it's been easier than an actual scrapbook for sure. previews are on my fb. i've gotten good comments about it, and i'm glad! this takes alotta work also. just seemed like it would be more creative than a regular scrapbook. no one's done a comic book for a club before! we'll be first! and it also makes us look awesome and super fun, which we are :).

summer is coming to an end. i'll be moving back to austin in approximately 2 weeks. oooyyy. moving's going to be a bitch, but luckily i got my bitches :) jk, josh and simon. teehee. <3 but yeah, they do make it easier. i know there's alotta shit i can't lift by myself! thank god for boy roomies! i'm not excited for buying books and getting back into the school groove. i am excited for the gym, volleyball, having freedom and whatnot. i'm sad that kevin won't be there :( i keep forgetting that he graduated already. SAAAD. :( i won't have my favorite bird. ahah -puuuuuurrr- :) every year has been completely different from the last and never ceased to surprise me. i'm up for some change.

i looked back at some of my old fb notes from freshman year earlier today. hell, i think i was quite entertaining. i wrote a note almost every single time i was trying to avoid schoolwork! it made me super nostalgic. first semester of college ever, i was a damn hermit crab. i didn't even much talk to my roomies. simon was always elsewhere and didn't come home til late. miguel was always doin' his own thing. my sleep and eat schedule were totally jacked, so i lost a ton of weight. i never did anything on the weekends, and i sure as hell did not live the college life the way i should've. that changed around the end of the semester when we were approaching winter when i met someone that took me away from all of that and pulled me to something greater. and it was for the best. after that, i finally put myself out there and started getting involved! i was finally having fun in college! good for me, yea?! :)

second semester was a million times better. i got super close with simon, josh, & john (ie. my bitches.. jk :) <3) by that time. i had also met winston, and he was like my bff4l! we hung out just about everyday and basically ate every single meal together. it was pretty fun and awesome. we would get out of school, eat, take a long ass nap, wake up, and eat again! this semester was also the time where the roomies would play poker almost everyday of the week despite our obligations to school. josh started skipping. tsk tsk joshie. memorable year in so many ways.


see?

this past year, my sophomore year, was eventful as well. i became an officer for TASA, but i was a damn good historian! i will prove it once the comic book is done :) i became more involved in clubs, played volleyball for TASA, was part of the TASA skit in VSA's date auction (yeah, i was a damn bush and a headlight, whateva), and made a ton more friends. i met kevin this year, a great friend btw! always been around for me when i'm in need or covered in hives, ya know the uge (usual)! i hate you for leaving btw. like i seriously hate you. seriously. don't doubt it. :) then came weekly beer pong, visits from a ton of out-of-towners, lots of eating, everythang! this is how my freshman year should've been like!

(i actually feel better now after thinking about all that..)

what's this next year going to be like?