we cannot ignore what our hearts yearn for

so at the beginning of the summer, i tried to brainwash myself to not want fatty foods. i would look at a chili cheese dog and not even want to devour it! it was working pretty damn well. i ate sandwiches and salads everyday. i tried to stay away from ultra greasy goodness. it lost some of its appeal! it was weird. but it worked! that changed when i went to california and said

"to hell with it all!"

now all i think about is food. liuliu even told me so this morning!

"all u ever think about it food."

i have a craving for chili cheese fries that just won't go away! right now, i really want some damn spaghetti! with sugar. mmmmmMmm. i usually don't crave spaghetti either but maaayn, it sounds like heaven right now haha. i think suppressing my love for delicious foods only made it come back harder and stronger! oooyy. but oddly, i've lost a couple pounds. what's going on?!

the moral of the story is.. follow your heart ♥ ♥